. hold on to what you love . stay true to what you know .

5 days

2005-10-11T05:44:43Z

5 days til im leaglly able to drink anywhere i want

°ºð¤ø,¸¸,ø¤ She looks even more beautiful with sand on her face and all up in her hair. They'll never understand. They think beauty is girls who lays out on the beach wearing a thong bikini. They think beauty is girls with perfect bodys and long blonde hair. But beauty is a bottle of Jack Daniels and white lines scattered across the makeup mirror. Beauty is black eyes like bruises because she hasnt slept in days. She is beauty and she wonders why they cant see ¤ø,¸¸,ø¤ðº°

i miss my midget

2005-09-12T19:10:55Z

and this is the reason why i love jenn well not the only but a good reason why i miss my midget cant wait til sat

j E n N 618 (3:04:12 PM): lol exactly its like oh yeai can see im gonna need linear equations in the future to fgure out how to WIPE MY ASS
XxWhiskeyGirl911 (3:04:52 PM): yea i mean come on jenn u know u dont know how to wipe ur ass with out em
j E n N 618 (3:05:34 PM): lol exactly
j E n N 618 (3:05:44 PM): or do i do it in the neg. or pos. position
XxWhiskeyGirl911 (3:06:00 PM): now ur speakin foreign
j E n N 618 (3:07:01 PM): lol

happiness

2005-07-15T20:42:29Z

"You know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heart of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful and innocent state. You smile and gently kiss their face as not to wake them, turn back around and involuntarily grin. You feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesnt get any better than this."

yea ok im drunk

2005-06-21T12:14:15Z

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: hilary
Birthday: 10-16-1984
Birthplace: monroeville pa
Current Location: pompano beach, Florida
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: blonde/brouwn
Height: 5' nothin
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: polish....but italian by injection
The Shoes You Wore Today: black and gray from walmart my work shoes
Your Weakness: daves eyes
Your Fears: bein raped
Your Perfect Pizza:cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to actually myself happy for once
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: (the kitties sleepin on my belly) aww i love you so much
Your Best Physical Feature: on me? my eyes dave his whole self
Your Bedtime: whenever I want to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: pittsburgh
Pepsi or Coke: dr pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King:dont eat fast food after seein supersize me no thanks every once ina while taco bell
Single or Group Dates: single i love romance
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither hate ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: coco duh!!!!!!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: hate coffee capps only good at work when we put coco in it
you Smoke: yep
Do you Swear: i try not to but sometimes u gotta
Do you Sing: i do but u dont wanna hear me
Do you Shower Daily i love the shower its peacefull and relaxing
Have you Been in Love: yep and i am rite now even tho sometimes it hurts like hell im in love rite now and plan on for the rest of mylife
Do you want to go to College: incollege hate it
Do you want to get Married: yep november 27th if we got the money will be in vegas gettin drunk losing(maybe hopefully winnin money) gettin drunk in vegas gettin married then comin home for a real weddin on the beach with my family there
Do you belive in yourself: not really i gained 7lbs look like shit feel like shit dont wanna go out dont wanna be sceen untill i lose the 7lbs
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: not anymore b4 i gained the weight and id go out get dressed up with make up and i did now nope not til i lose the weight i gained
Are you a Health Freak: nope dont eat meat or veggies
Do you get along with your Parents: ever since i moved out i do i miss them so much i love my parents to death i dont know who or where id be with out them even though they cant help me finacially there always there for me and love me unconditionally no matter how bad i screw up(when i was in HS i screwed up alot im more mature now and know better most of the time) and me and my mom got so close i can tell her anything
Do you like Thunderstorms: nope they scare me
do you play an Instrument: nope but i did 2nite at the bar with rob whose awsome i got onstage and played gutiar with him while him and tim were playin and i sucked but i got pics that look awsome and we looked awsome even tho my guitar wasnt pluged into the speakers it was an awsome drunk nite
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yepp def 2nite def rite now thank god forback space
In the past month have you Smoked: yea even tho i have asthma and it kills my lungs which r gonna collapse any day now
In the past month have you been on Drugs: i tried not to but 2nite was an exception and so was a couple times even though me and dave were tryin our own rehap were doin good most of the time
In the past month have you gone on a Date: umm im not datin i got my baby
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope dont eat seafood
In the past month have you been on Stage: not since i quite dancin unless u count 2nite when i got on stage to talk to rob
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope thank god im in love
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope not since i quite micheals
Ever been Drunk: o god so many times even tho the past months ive been good and only got completely drunkl like once a week
Ever been called a Tease: not since HS i got my baby i got what i need and want
Ever been Beaten up: not since i broke up with my ex who was a complete asshole stupid HS shit will never put up with that shit again if a guy ever hits me ill leave dave knows that and his whole family gots my back
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: peacefully in my sleep when im old and have grandkids
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a kindergarden teacher and a mom
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe(sorry jess englands not a country but i still love you)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue even tho dave has brown it dont bother me
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: short
Height:taller then me ur ok and thats not hard to beat i guess 5'9 cuz thats what dave is annd if u ask me what perfect is ill tell u dave
Weight: dont matter
Best Clothing Style: naked
Number of Drugs I have taken: dont even know ddont ask me then in Hs i was stupid
Number of CDs I own:lots concidering i have a cd burner and dl music and burn lots
Number of Piercings: if u count my ears which i never wear earings unless i get really dressed up(so dont count em all i got is my belly)
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: u should never regret anything even tho i reget only 3 things which im not gonna mention but u should never regret anything

stole this from jess whole i love deeply even if we dont hang out for a while i love you to death want you to know now since its 6am and im drunk as hell gonna go watch the sun rise on the beach with dave

haha im a dork cuz i get this

2005-06-20T04:15:38Z

You Know You're From Pittsburgh When...
You Know You're From Pittsburgh When...

"Hey Yuz Guyz" is your traditional greeting.

You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius.

You know the location of the following towns, know someone from them and have spent time there: Monongahela, Altoona, Bethlehem, Ligonier, Harmony, and Wilmerding.

You've memorized lines from the movie "Flashdance".

If you're a guy, your biggest fear is seeing your best friend drive into the "fruit loop". You're second biggest fear is seeing him drive out with Kordel Stewart.

If you're a girl, you're biggest fear is getting hit on by a hairy-chested man, heavily weighted in gold chains, who refers to his friends as "junior" at Chauncey's.

Your latest cultural experience: On your way to partying at Slippery Rock University, having to stop your car to let the Amish buggy cross the street.

As your out-of-town friends brag about their latest trips to Europe, you think to yourself, "Polish Hill will suffice."

You eat out at least once a week at a mafia-owned Italian pizza parlor.

Your father has worked for the same company for over 20 years.

You don't see what all the hype is about Disney World when Kennywood is just around the corner.

You're having a hard time on where to take your date out for dinner and a night on the town: - "meat on a stick" in the south side and the guzzling IC Light at Jack's... Or splitting an order of "O fries" and guzzling IC Light at Peter's Pub.

" N at' " is eloquently added to the end of every sentence.

You've taken deliberate field trips to the Andy Warhol museum.

You water ski on the Youghiogheny River Lake.

You feel the only good bands out there are Donny Iris, Joe Grushecky, The Blue Oyster Cult, and of course.... Rusted Root.

You're more worried about Jerome Bettis's health than your own.

You own more than one original Terrible Towel.

You don't understand what all the hype is about for Rolling Rock beer. You've been drinking it for years, although Penn Pilsner is better.

You consider a great vacation a trip to Conneaut Lake or Lake Erie. For something a little more exotic, a trip to the Jersey shore.

You're 35 years old, have never been outside of Allegheny County, and don't see the need to leave.

You only own four spices: salt, pepper, Heinz ketchup, and the bottle of Trappey's Red Devil you swiped from Primanti's.

For the life of you, you can't understand why your all your out-of-town friends don't get the "fries and cole slaw" thing...

You have 101 favorite recipes for kolbasi and sauerkraut.

Words like: hoagie; chipped ham; pop; and gumband actually mean something to you.

You can use the phrase "Firehall Wedding" and not even bat an eye.

You walk carefully when it is "slippy" outside.

You often go down to the "crick".

You have to "red up", before company comes over.

You've ever gotten hurt by falling into a "jaggerbush".

You know that Ahia is a river, a boulevard, and a state.

You've ever "warshed" or "wershed" the laundry.

You know you can't drive too fast on back roads,cause-udda-deer.

You've drank an "Arn" .

You've told someone to "quit jaggin around".

You know that Clinton, Monaca, and Beaver, are actually names of towns.

You've called someone a 'jaggoff'.

You hear "you guyses", or "yins" and don't think twice.

You hate Cleveland, although you've never been there.

You drink "pop", eat "hoagies", pierogies, and gyros(jy-rows).

You know what a still mill is.

You can find Zillionopal on a map.

You go 'food shoppin' at 'Jine Iggle'.

You believe that "Ize" is the abbreviaton for "I was.

You know someone from 'Sliberty, E-sliberty, or Wesliberty.

You know the Pittsburgh Zoo is in 'Hilinpark' and have been there for school field trips.

You know what is meant by "The Point".

Chipped ham was always in your refrigerator when you were growing up.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Pittsburgh.

we gotta cat!!!!!

2005-06-17T09:05:39Z

so long story short....me dave got into a fight i left went to the warft met a guy livin in his fan found a cat but cant keep him he gave her to me now me and dave gotta lil kitty named pyrex i guess thats how u spell it

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fucken hate people

2005-06-05T09:10:44Z

i hate when people tell me im to small for shit i cant lift that its to heavy ill hurt myself im to small or i cant drink all that im to small im to tiny im sick of that shit because i can out drink anymother fucker and everyone knows that yea i might be pukin when its all said and done but i can do it jus like i can lift heavy shit if i need help ill let you know but dont u fucken tell me i cant do it im so of this shit im sick of being told what i can do or how much i can drink i can do and drink whatever i feel like till i feel like i cant and dont u fucken tell me shit because i will kick anybodys ass all 107LBS of me i will so dont dare tell me what i can lift or how much i can drink

elexis jayde 6-1-05

2005-06-04T07:14:16Z

awwww shes crying :(

mommy and elexis

tashs's mom sittin on the couch and me and tash in bed

i loook cute here

dave hes so cute

friends only

2005-03-02T16:13:17Z

ive decided my journal will be friends only
comment and ill add ya

rascal flatts

2005-02-18T19:02:42Z

rascal flatts
the broken road or smthin like that i love this song

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you